Big treat today! I've interviewed former Killer Chick Jennifer Hillier about her psychological thriller CREEP.
Welcome back, Jennifer. CREEP revolves around sex addiction, kidnapping and murder. How did you decide to integrate that particular trifecta into your novel?Thanks for having me here, JB! It's nice to be hanging out with the Killer Chicks again!
Wow, that's a pretty dark trifecta, thinking about it now. Since I don't outline, I don't know that any conscious decision was made to have any of those elements in the story, other than the sex addiction. That I saw clearly right from the beginning. The rest of the story stemmed from Sheila and Ethan's nasty breakup. I really didn't know just how bad a guy Ethan was going to be until I wrote him. He definitely surprised me.
Your main character Dr. Sheila Tao is not the most sympathetic of characters, she’s a sex addict, involved in an affair with her teaching assistant, and is cheating on her fiancĂ©e who’s a pretty decent guy. Were you ever worried that readers wouldn’t feel sorry for her?All the time! I love flawed characters, but there's a fine line between too flawed and plain unlikable. There was point in the third draft where I was so concerned about readers disliking Sheila that I completely changed her – I took out her sex addiction, I made her 100% the victim who didn't bring any of this on herself – and then I realized I'd just lost the heart of the story. Because I'd always wanted my heroine to be someone who made mistakes, who'd consciously dug herself into a hole ALL BY HERSELF and now had to dig herself out. I didn't want her to be an unwitting victim – I wanted the story to be about her redemption.
Conversely, imho, your villain, Ethan, comes across as a guy who’s been wronged. Sure he overreacts and all, but I think readers will understand where he’s coming from. Was this intentional?Absolutely. The "creep" factor in CREEP is that, hopefully, you'll feel torn by your feelings for Ethan. On the one hand, you can totally understand his rage at his being rejected, but on the other hand, the way he goes about getting revenge is just over-the-top. The best villains, in my opinion, are the ones who get into your heads and make you root for them just a little.
Which of your characters do you most relate to and why?Ooh, this is a tough one. I'd have to say Ethan! Mainly because I can relate to wanting something that badly, and being very determined to make it happen. Obviously, I'd never go to the extremes that he did, but a lot of his traits – jealousy, the desire to be in complete control of any situation, frustration – are all things I've felt.
How much research was involved in writing CREEP? I spent ten years (prior to writing full-time) working in post-secondary institutions, and I was a psychology major myself, so a lot of the classroom and campus scenes in the book were taken right out of my own experiences. I did do a lot of research on disguises, and the types of materials you need to make a disguise effective. That was a lot of fun.
You obviously listened to a lot of Radiohead when writing this novel. Is music part of your process?It definitely is. While I can't listen to music while I'm physically writing (a bit too distracting for me), I need music to help me stay in the mood. So I'll listen to my writing playlist in between scenes. CREEP was a dark and moody story right from the beginning, so there was a lot of Radiohead in that playlist, along with The Cure, and The Velvet Underground.
Can you tell us what you're working on now? I'm working on CREEP II! Okay, hopefully the book won't really be called that, but since nobody liked the title I proposed for the follow-up to CREEP, that's the name on the contract, haha! You'll see some of the same characters from CREEP in this new book, but in either lesser or greater roles.
Okay, time for a quick round of fun questions: If you could get away with it, what crime would you be most likely to commit? When I was a kid, I always thought it would be cool to be a jewel thief. You know, dress all in black, sneak into rich peoples' homes, and take their shiny baubles without their alarms going off. Wow, just reading that makes me wonder what kind of kid I was!
Weapon of choice?Ice pick, a la Basic Instinct.
You’re sitting on Death Row and you place your order for your last meal – what will it be?I'd start with melted brie in phyllo pastry for my appetizer. Then my mother's pot roast, along with her macaroni salad. I'd wash it all down with a couple of peach Bellinis. For dessert, chocolate brownies and ice cream. Yum! I'd feel totally sick afterward, but hey, I'm dead anyway.
Chocolate or cheese?Tough call. But since I can eat almost unlimited quantities of chocolate without getting sick (I can't say the same for cheese), I'll go with chocolate.
Tea or Coffee?Depends on the time of day. I love coffee in the morning and tea in the afternoon.
Beach or countryside?Definitely beach. Nothing beats the sound of the ocean, the feel of the sand under my toes, and the smell of coconut sunblock.
Plotter or pantser?I'm a pantser who desperately wants to be a plotter.
First draft or edits?Definitely edits. As much as I love the pure creativity that fuels a first draft, I'm anxious the whole time I'm writing it, wondering if I'm going to "lose" my story (because I don't outline). Edits don't stress me out as much because I've already got the story down, and it's amazing to see a rough draft turn all polished and shiny.
Thanks for having me, JB! I'd love to give away an ARC of CREEP to one of your readers. Anybody who comments below will be entered to win, and I'll select the winner by random draw on Friday, June 24th!
Dr. Sheila Tao is a professor of psychology. An expert in human behavior. And when she began an affair with sexy, charming graduate student Ethan Wolfe, she knew she was playing with fire. Consumed by lust when they were together, riddled with guilt when they weren't, she knows the three-month fling with her teaching assistant has to end. After all, she's finally engaged to a kind and loving investment banker who adores her, and she's taking control of her life. But when she attempts to end the affair, Ethan Wolfe won't let her walk away.
Ethan has plans for Sheila, plans that involve posting a sex video that would surely get her fired and destroy her prestigious career. Plans to make her pay for rejecting him. And as she attempts to counter his every threatening move without her colleagues or her fiancĂ© discovering her most intimate secrets, a shattering crime rocks Puget Sound State University: a female student, a star athlete, is found stabbed to death. Someone is raising the stakes of violence, sex, and blackmail . . . and before she knows it, Sheila is caught in a terrifying cat-and-mouse game with the lover she couldn't resist—who is now the monster who won't let her go. 
About Jennifer:
Jennifer Hillier was born in Toronto, which is where she spent the first three decades of her life. When her husband was offered a transfer to Seattle, she didn't know which would be worse: leaving Canada or moving to the West coast. She spent her first few months on American soil bemoaning her existence and writing her first novel. Now nicely settled in the Pacific Northwest, the only thing she misses – other than family and friends – is snow.
Jennifer blogs at
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