Wednesday, November 19, 2014

I miss him most first thing in the morning



Last week, I had to make the painful decision to put my little guy, Teddy, to sleep.

I shed a ridiculous amount of tears as I wrestled with making the choice, but the act of actually doing it felt right, and I'll always treasure the last, sweet moments we shared.

I miss him terribly, but it's the early mornings that are the worst.

I'm not a morning person and I hadn't realized just how reliant I'd become on his bouncy, sunny nature to start my days off right.

Every morning he'd jump up and greet me with unabashed joy.  He'd run to the door and look back at me with his bright eyes and perpetual grin, as if to say, "Let's go! It's a great day!"

It was his enthusiasm for life that pulled me through some of the darkest days of my own, and I miss his light.



5 comments:

Janet said...

I am so sorry, JB - the loss of a pet is so heartbreaking (having been through it). At some point, the memories come without the pain. Take care, my friend.

B.E. Sanderson said...

:HUGS: I'm so sorry, JB.

Silver James said...

*hugs* It's hard, but better than watching them suffer. Cherish the memories. Teddy will forever live there and in your heart.

Liz Fichera said...

Big hugs <3 <3

Aisyah Putri Setiawan said...

Banned complain !! Complaining only causes life and mind become more severe. Enjoy the rhythm of the problems faced. No matter ga life, not a problem not learn, so enjoy it :)

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